I don’t want to be different. But I don’t want to be normal (which is now overweight* – yikes!)
I feel caught between loving sugar and hating what it does to my mind and body.
I want to pretend that there are no consequences to what I put in my mouth.
I wish that I didn’t get caught up in the chemical reactions caused by eating and wanting more of “that” food.
I wish it weren’t so hard to control the food in my life.